“Starting over” is a term I hear so often and is most often times referred to as hard to do. Truthfully, I wonder if we all just say that to make our lives sound more difficult. We don’t really “start over”. We have highs, lows, shifts and balances in everyday life that we can either make into an enormous ordeal or live with it and continue to say “That’s ok!”. It is ok. For millions of years people have survived some of the most gruesome, beautiful and seemingly impossible things with dignity.
I am starting a new chapter in life called “having a baby” and for anyone who is a single parent or was raised by one, they know that it is possible to raise a child successfully in that environment. With my priorities in constant check and changes ever-occuring I am excited and ready to take on this new challenge. The question I always come back to is: “What do I want?”. Many have said everything will change after I have him and that life will never be the same- well I hope so! From my body to mentality and where I now live everything already has changed. I eagerly await his arrival and hope that I can have him naturally and be the first to see his face and witness this gift.
With all these changes come sacrifice- obviously- and one more thing to give up is this site for a while. I must have sufficient funds for my child and have something to build upon while he quickly grows and this site although fun, is no longer one of my priorities. I hope to get it back one day and post even more then I did before but for now I thank all of those who participated with me and wish you all a happy life.
-Hilary Katzenmeier





